"I love you!!!I will never hurt you!!!"
This is what I've always heard from my boyfriend.Anytime I have problems,he was there to help me and to give me supports especially when it comes into our relationship.He was the kind of a person to whom I can share everything-my joy,secrets and troubles.Whenever I am with him,I can be myself!!!
But after two years of closeness,harder trial came.We were not able to cope it up.Our relationship is breaking the principle of our elders in our church.So I have no choice I dont want to be suffer.I dont want that all of them will get angry with me and there trust will gone.So I've decided to split up with him.Because of this,the bond of our relationship which binds us with two years had loosen and destroyed and this led us to a "gap".
Since then,both of us were very careful and conscious enough of what we were going to say or what we were going to do because we are afraid that we may hurt each other.
I,myself longs for a sweeter and closer relationship but it was unfortunate because all got lose.Everytime I think and remember all the things we've been through and all the happiness and sadness we've shared its hurting me so much.But for the sake of my future,I've forced myself to forget him.I could not expect the "better" from our relationship.
That situation,trampled me.I was hurt and insecured.I felt Im living alone.I never know what to do-I blamed myself,I asked the world and even the Lord Almighty.So many questions wandered around my head.Why?
I wonder why?Until a concerned friend came to me.He offered me his love.He said he loves me so much that even his life,he is willing to give just for me.He promised me many things.He told me that if i would accept him,he wont leave me!!!
Because of my situation,I was attracted to commit my life to him,to give myself and to surrender everything.I had no secrets before him.I was transparent.There is no "plastikan".
There was no other reason why I was giving everything simply,because I love him too.
After several days of living with him and even until now,I found myself happy and secured.Whenever I have problems he never fails to help me.He encourages me to stand firm in the Father.He is with me always,he protects me from danger,he rebukes me and chastens me.When I commit faults,he never put me to shame instead he uphold me.All he has done is for me.He is very kind.His faithfulness endures forever.
His name is .................JESUS..........He is my friend!!!!!Yes, he is my very bestfriend because he is the only one I can count on.He is the only friend who will never fail,who loves at all times.Unlike to an earthly friend, Jesus remains the same.He is faithful yesterday,today and forever...
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